Not a dream

So you get up and turn off your alarm clock…

…groggily check your phone and fall back to sleep…

and once again you’re in a dream where you’re with people who want to be around you

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Just finish this post, Marianne.

Lately, I’ve been starting a lot of blog posts and then it reaches a point where I can’t continue. It gets too dark, it gets too personal and I can’t get myself out of the black hole that has been my heart lately. But today I will try to finish one no matter where it takes me.

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An advancing melancholy.

After such a beautiful high, I feel it….

But as time advanced the lovely days were covered up from view
By an advancing melancholy haze that hovered near the dew

and it hits hard. This is what the ground feels like. This is what I feel like usually.

Who am I even kidding?