The thing about insights is that many times it’s inapplicable. You reflect on something. You realize something and then what? You go out and do the same shit you did yesterday?
You see all these big world problems and you seem so fucking small and insignificant. Who are you in this big, bad world? Thinking about this makes me not want to get up in the morning.
And THAT is when the darker side of humanity wins. When you give up on trying to see the light.
I may never understand why other people kill to prove a point that they only see. I might not understand why there is so much unnecessary hatred in the world. I may never get why the world is the way it is, but I’ll never stop trying.
I’m a speck. A speck trying to understand the grand scheme. Maybe one day this speck of snow will start an avalanche.